Choice (Bisexual Short Film Trailer)

WAtch out for the new Short Film ....
here's the Trailer...

May Pagka-Eba Si Adan...

Hayun, gwapo, matipuno at mukhang perpekto... diba?

Pero nakakasiguro ka bang tunay ang pagkalalaki niya?

Malay natin, ang Adan na iyan ay may Pagka-Eba pala.

Huwag tayong pakasisiguro sa nakikita ng ating mga mata;

Dahil ang itsura’y         nakapanlilinlang talaga.

Ngunit kasalanan nga ba ang magbalat-kayo sila?

LAlo na sa ating lipunang laging pumupukol ng panghuhusga.

Oo! PANGHUHUSGA.  Panghuhusga  na sadyang mapanira.

Eh ano ngayon kung lalaki rin ang minamamahal niya?

Wala kang karapatan para pigilin sila!

Dahil kaibigan,  Mahal nila ang isa’t-isa.

At batid kong pag-ibig ang pundasyon ng kanilang pagsasama.

Matanong lang, karapatan ang magmahal diba?

Kaya ikaw, manahimik ka!

Tunay na mahirap ang kalagayan ni Adan,

LAlo na kung iba ang kanyang nararamdaman,

Yung feeling na hindi Eba ang kanyang napupusuan.

Minsan, dahil sa wala silang masumpungan,

Hayun, konting kalabit lang sa may tagiliran,

Bumibigay na agad sa nag-iinit na tawag ng laman.

(Wag kang mag react, dahil hindi ko nilalahat kaibigan)

Sa kakisigan ng kanyang katawan, nandun ang tunay niyang katauhan.

Hindi naman siya bakla, nasa gitna lamang.

Sigurado akong hindi rin sya naguguluhan, yun talaga ang kanyang nararamdan.

Kaya itong si Adan ay nagmahal din ng kapwa Adan.

Habang itong si Eba ay nagtataka, bakit ganun nalang ang kanyang kinahantungan.

Tila ba, unti-unti ng nauubos ang tunAy na Kalalakihan.

Dahil sa batid niyang hindi siya maiintindihan ng iba,

Pinili na lang niyang magkubli sa likod ng kanyang Hawla.

Ikinulong niya ang sarili, kahit wala siyang sala.

Dahil alam niyang, masakit manghusga, ang madla.

Pero sa tingin niyo, kelan siya makakawala?

Kaya’t sana, huwag manghusga ng basta-basta.

Lalo na kung itong si Adan ay wala naming ginagawang masama.

Mapalad ka, Hindi ka isa sakanila.

Ikaw ay Malaya. Malayang-malaya.

Kung kaya’t ang masasabi ko lang pala,

Ang karapatan niyo’y karapatan din nila.

Hayaan na lang natin na sila’y mamuhay din ng masaya.

Kilalanin mo ang kalaliman ng aking PAGKATAO

Striving alone and no-one else!

Whenever I noticed how lonely I was, I used to feel like crying, convulsing, and cradling myself back and forth. Such is not the case anymore. Recently I found myself rendered to tears. But like grabbing hold of a banister, right before falling down a flight of stairs, I caught myself, forcefully shifting gears from hopeless despondence to psychoanalysis. I realized that I was crying about past issues, past emotions, and basically situations that I shouldn't be concerning myself with in the present. I am also a traveler. But I never go places, because I travel through my wide imagination and creative mind. Whenever I know, and meet people, it’s a great fulfillment I’m learning a lot about them. I also discover things that are known to few, that’s why I think, being a good reader is like possessing the unsurpassed and inimitable power.

My name is JhOeMAR, a product of life's frustrating ordeals yet fulfilling ones. I'm a fighter at instinct. Nothing is extraordinary with me except my heart. I am emotionally disturbed. I don't know why, and don't ask me. I am a former blogger, revived due to my undeniable passion for writing but I’m not that inclined with reading. I had loved, been in love, and living to be loved. I have great interest in watching indie films, documentaries and movies that I can relate with. I’m dreaming of having my writings and compositions on film. I also do believe in karma. I’m a happy-go-lucky person, just give me some chocolates, chiffon cakes, barbeque and ice cream, then I’m ok. I dislike people who are so passive, feelers (mafeeling), selfish and self-centered.  I wanted to be a legend, perhaps in my own special and unusual way. Or if not, be remembered how my life is dealt in every sense I can. I have an intense desire and belief that few years from now, I can have my own book. I do hope that you are one of the people who will become my avid followers.

Knowing me better, I was born on March 21, 1995. I have my beautiful sister and a brother. I am the youngest among the three children. I think it is one of the most challenging roles that I have to attend in life. Challenging, in a sense that I have to obey whatever my older brother and sister wants me to do. It’s like being a nanny of them. I don’t have a close relationship with my parents. I always feel that they’re away, though they’re not. Ever since I was born, I never had the chance to tell them what my problems are, what are the things I want to have, what my ambitions are, what are my desires and the fears that I have inside. Envy is what I feel every time I see a family who’s having happy moments.

            During my elementary days, I’m an unswerving honor student. Every time that I tell them that I am one of the honor students, it seems like they don’t care. I tried to do my best to prove to them that I can be a child whom they can be proud of. Nevertheless, through my efforts and destitutions, I’m not appreciated. That’s why during my high school days, I’m just a typical high school student. I never aimed to be on the top ten, what matters most is that I’ll finish this degree of schooling because I always think that my labors won’t be appreciated. So, why should I study well if it would be just for nothing. But despite that discernment, I’m still on the ranking students. I graduated with flying colors. As usual, for my parents, it’s just nothing. Even though it hurts a lot, I have to accept it because it’s my principle that acceptance is the first step to have a magnificent life.

            I feel like I don’t belong to my family, I’m always rejected, neglected and unwelcomed. This is why I always make friends to every place I go. It’s because they’re the ones whom I mull over as my family. It makes me feel that I am loved, cared and protected. My personality at home is very poles apart from my personality outside our residence. I always smile and laugh with my friends. I never want to have any dull moment with them. It feels like they are my life-long companions. I often depict myself as the best friend that they could ever have, but also the greatest enemy that they will never wish to have.

Now, that I’m already a college student, I changed the way on how I look at studies. I realized that I must take this chapter of my life seriously. My English teacher once told me that if my parents’ does not appreciate me the way I wanted to be appreciated, just study seriously for my future. It’s not about them, but it’s already about me. She also told me to strive so that I will be able to reach and achieve my dreams and goals in life.

With the help of my friends, and of my sister, I will try my very best to grasp the future that I want to mold. My ambition is that, I want to become one of the most sought after and highest paid Newscaster in the whole wide universe. Abraham Maslow once said in his humanistic approach of psychology states: “each individual has great freedom in directing his or her future, a large capacity for achieving personal growth, a considerable amount of intrinsic worth, and enormous potential for self-fulfillment.” So I must have the best out of myself and out of everything, for me to realize my dreams and vision for the future. I will never let anyone or anything to bring me down. Coz I know that the only shield that I could have I to have a concrete and undying FAITH IN GOD.